Rob Cheng's Blog

Herd Immunity is God

Perhaps the global pandemic will be considered one of the craziest most irrational times in human history. Fear spread across the globe at the speed of light through mankind’s latest invention, the internet. There were sprinkles of conversation about natural immunity or herd immunity but that is not what happened. Somehow, worldwide, a handful of greedy for-profit pharmaceutical companies dumped a new untested vaccine unto frightened government bureaucrats much to the delight of the fat cats funding the biotech revolution. The story is still being written about the ramifications on humanity of this burp of public consciousness.

Governments flexed their Orwellian muscle enforcing lockdowns and restricting the rights of the citizens to leave their dwelling even to attend church. The internet was censored, scoured and scrubbed so nothing negative could be uttered about their snake oil Covid vaccine. Worse yet, if one said anything negative about the vaccines, they were canceled, labeled as a tin foil hat conspiracy theorist. All the while, the Covid virus spread and killed, since the vaccine never worked and people were inexplicably were suffering from a mountain of adverse reactions.

The root of the Covid debacle is fear. The sad reality of the new post internet capitalism is that fear sells. It is a vicious cycle. The more scared and fearful the public, the easier to drive a panic, and the more money they make.

There was always a solution and that is GOD. God is herd immunity. And herd immunity is God. God designed our bodies to handle viruses, even man made ones. God does not want us to be fearful. God wants us to be strong in body and mind. God has given us all the tools to live a beautiful, happy, non fearful lives. Every generation of humans believe in God less independent of denomination. We are barreling towards a Godless world, that makes us fearful and weak in body, mind and spirit. We are speeding towards human extinction with a car without brakes, seat belts, or airbags.

The pandemic is a tipping point on how little we believe in God. The next time capitalists and governments are sowing their fear through the ubiquitous screens jammed in front of our faces. Shut out the noise, take a breath, and feel God’s presence. Oh yea, and masks don’t work.

A Strong Mind

In October 2023, I suffered a stroke. I am 100% recovered. In fact, I have never been stronger mentally and physically than now at 65 years of age. Thank you God. A strong mind means finding God. In today’s world, it has never been harder to find God. If you are awake, life is fed to you through screens. These screens are your livelihood, your social life, your communication, your entertainment and much more. None of that is God. God is independence. God is free will.

When you have a stroke, you enter into the great American health care system. I was in the hospital, and after release, I saw cardiologists, neurologists, and physical therapists. It was a spooky time. While in my triweekly physical therapy sessions, I watched and analyzed the other stroke victims. Some were at death’s door. I came to realize that I did not want to trust this for-profit, Wall Street-funded system for my health. My stroke recovery should be dependent on me, not on a seriously flawed system. I needed to trust God.

I swam in the ocean daily while in Rio de Janeiro. My wife taught me yoga, and then she suggested I join her gym. I was late to this party, because my wife, and two sons were already members. One year later, I am a gym rat. The fitness center is my church. I regularly hit personal records on the exercise machines, and that is God is working. God wants me to be strong.

I spend hours in the gym. In between sets and repetitions, my mind is soaring, free to roam. Incredible and peaceful thoughts about my future appear and resonate. This is how I find God. Throughout the stroke experience, my mind has never been stronger.

It is not easy to be mentally strong, and more importantly to believe in God nowadays. Sure you can go to church, read the bible, and even tithe, but those are rituals. The question is whether God is making your body and mind strong. Or are you dependent on for-profit systems for your well being? or as my pastor friend Willie asks. Is your belief in God unshakable?

One Year of Sobriety

This month I celebrate one year of sobriety. In retrospect, I realize that I was an alcoholic for decades. I rationalized this glaring dependency since I was a successful technology executive and entrepreneur. In fact, I thought that my alcoholism was a sign that I had made it. In some odd way, the more successful I became the more a drunk I was. Now that is all gone.

Gone are the hangovers. Never again will I be barfing late at night hugging a toilet in a public restroom. And no more blackouts. Basically, I was forcing my body into a state of dehydration on a daily basis. And lastly, no more words blurting out of my mouth without considering the consequences.

I feel so good, and a cloud has been lifted. I am 65 years old, and I welcome the rest of my life. Healthy, clear minded and sober. In fact, I have never felt better.

Some of my closest friends have succumbed to alcohol. I rationalized that somehow I am different. I am stronger. For me that is what alcohol represents. A rationalization for my life. Now I know it is not.

I certainly spent a lot of money on booze, but the most important consideration is time. Aside from the health benefits, is the opportunity cost of time.

For me removing alcohol from my life created a hole. Daily, I was devoting hours of my life to this addictive substance and life style. Thankfully, I did not need to go to a rehab center. I needed to change my life which certainly was not easy. Since I began my alcohol journey in the mid 70’s, alcohol is now even more ubiquitous. In the last year, I did imbibe inadvertently. I had received a box chocolates laced with alcohol. Who knew? It is everywhere.

I had many drinking friends. I am sure they don’t miss me much. I miss them, but I don’t miss the alcohol. It is a trade off I am happy to make.

I want to thank the friends that reached out to me during this interesting stage in my life.

I don’t want to die in a hospital room

In October 2023, I had a stroke. I was trapped in a hospital room for days with nothing to do. I had lost my freedom because of my health. I am 100% recovered. Thank God and I had a realization. You cannot choose when you die nor how, but you can choose where you will die. This poem popped in my head. One year later, it is still in my head.

They can’t tell you when but it might be soon.
I don’t want to die in a hospital room.
Mister take these chains off of me
I want to stand up and be free.
Stroke Stroke Stroke calling my name
Stroke Stroke Stroke will I ever be the same?

The doctor’s smile seemed somewhat smug
I don’t want any creepy drugs
That spike protein is clogging up my veins
A little lump lodged in my brain
I got a
Stroke Stroke Stroke calling my name
Stroke Stroke Stroke will I ever be the same?

A bad vaccine was quite the surprise
I don’t want to hear any more lies
Keep on keeping on I must
Only got God left to trust
Stroke stroke stroke calling my name
Stroke stroke stroke will I ever be the same?

There’s the smell of death and a hint of doom
I don’t want to die in a hospital room.
Mister let me sign that AMA
I want to go outside and enjoy this day.
Stroke stroke stroke calling my name
Stroke stroke stroke will I ever be the same?

How I Beat Hypertension Twice Without Medication

It was the mid 90’s in South Dakota. Gateway Computers was booming and so was my career. I had just recently made vice president at the most happening computer company of the 90’s. After a hard night of drinking, I went to the doctor for a physical. The doctor frowned and informed me that I had high blood pressure. The doctor speculated that it might be the boozing, but not in a school teacher kind of way. The good news was no medication was required, but from that day forward until I left the company, someone took my blood pressure weekly. Even when I was managing director of Gateway Europe, the weekly blood pressure checks continued. During that crazy period of my life, my blood pressure was high, but never over the top and no drugs required.

Once I left Gateway, my life changed considerably. The weather in Myrtle Beach, South Carolina was certainly more pleasant than South Dakota. I was 39, single, a millionaire and I drank too much. In a fit of inspiration, I decided to have a full medical physical. Guess what? My blood pressure was normal. 120 / 80. I had no idea what made it go down. I still was drinking a six pack daily. I speculated with Ted that it was the stress of being in upper management at a Fortune 200 company. I had a new lease on life. A cloud had been lifted. My blood pressure was normal.

I founded my company, moved to Brazil, married, had two kids, and started running daily. I even ran 1/2 marathons. And my blood pressure was normal. In 2013, we moved back to the United States, and urgent cares had sprouted like weeds in Myrtle Beach. They aggressively monitor blood pressure. Even if I had ear wax, they were going to check my blood pressure. Fortunately, my blood pressure was still normal.

Then sometime around the pandemic, I returned to an urgent care clinic, and lo and behold, my blood pressure was, ahem, elevated. Worse yet, was the attitude. One would have thought I was a public health menace, the way they looked at me. And of course, I was not on any of their fancy drugs. The marketing of these drugs is too much. Their marketing departments call hypertension, the “silent killer”. They want you to believe that there is no early warning. No symptoms and then bang, you are dead. Unless you take their wonder pills. So instead, I exercised like a maniac. In addition to running, I went on long bike rides, and swam in the ocean while in Rio de Janeiro. It was so enjoyable to exercise earnestly every day, like my life depended on it.

Then in October 2023, I had a stroke which, they say, is a potential outcome of high blood pressure. My wife, 25 years my junior, was freaking out, and she convinced me that I should take some blood pressure drugs. At the time, the blood pressure was 140/100, give or take. I bought a little blood pressure machine and religiously took their pills every day. At one point, I was in Brazil and ran out of my blood pressure medicine. My doctor confirmed it was OK to purchase at a local pharmacy. The drug was called Olmesartin, and in Brazil, no prescription is required. You are in the pharmacy less than 5 minutes. Here is the catch. Olmesartin costs less than $5, which is less than my health plan’s copay. Process that, the drug companies are making money off the copay. Your premiums are gravy. What a business model. I lost confidence in this life saving drug. My confidence in my health care plan plummeted.

In April 2024, it had been six months since the stroke, and I visited my doctor. She took my “vitals”. You got to love the marketing. My blood pressure was still elevated. After six months of dedicated pill popping, nothing nada. I told her that I did not want to take this drug because it was not working. She of course offered alternative medicinals. I politely declined, and she was cool with that. I was worried that might be the end of our relationship.

I was nervous about quitting Olmesartan. After all, their message is that I am going to keel over dead, if I stop. I compensated by changing my life in other ways. I finally stopped drinking alcohol. I wasn’t an alcoholic but it is more difficult than one would think to stop. Alcohol is intertwined in how we live our lives. All the time I saved not drinking, I began daily anaerobic workouts. I was never much for sweets when I was younger, but after marrying, my wife turned me on to chocolates and ice cream. I was never over weight or out of shape, but it was a habit. I quit that too.

In August 2024, I nervously returned to my doctor. She yanked out the blood pressure machine, and after the reading, she did not say a word. After an awkward pause, I asked, “What is it?” “124 / 82”, she smiled. I honestly couldn’t believe it. I was normal without any medications. You can accomplish anything if you take the time to do it. Most people don’t have the time. The American medical system is a religion, and I am an atheist in this regard.